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| 42 weeks ago |
[25 Sep 2007|09:07am] |
How crazy is that shit? I havnt used a livejournal since 42 weeks ago.
Hrm. Lets see. What interested things have happened to me?
Uhhhhmmm...I graduated High School, I go to PHCC, I turned 18, Got kicked out of the house, moved in with my mom, got a job at Target...I now HATE Target. Going to try to get a job at the local Ci-ci's. I'm good at Ci-ci's. lol
I was supossed to be at Target 10 minutes ago. I hate them so much.
I am right now refusing to call Anthony my best friend since he is two faced as all hell. Kyle Hebert will always be my BFF though. And I am no longer with Zach...hahahaha...god that was so long ago. I am with this kid Tyler.
Tyler is...uhm, amazing? haha. I dont think I have ever been in a relationship where I felt so comfortable being myself, not having to watch what I say or do, and where I have SO much fun with him WHENEVER I see him. I can always expect a smile. And even if we do disagree about something, its never yelling, screaming, crying, bitching, hanging up on one another, calling each other names, or anything.
He makes me want to be a better person. And if thats not all you can ask for, then I dont know what is.
Who even has a livejournal anymore besides ashley and jolene? lol
<3 Shelley
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| life in general |
[22 Nov 2006|02:06pm] |
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Been spending a lot of time in New Port Richey cause I made new friends. YAY! Mostly members of the Crypt Creepers, this kid named Gizmo and the really beautiful gal named Nikki, and Zach <3
So I have finally gotten really happy lately. New friends here, there, everywhere. I love my job, I am excited for my future. All that jazz.
Russ and I are not friends anymore...but I think I'll live.
Zach and I are going to ska brawl together, possibly with Kim...not sure though who is driving. Or if we are taking seperate cars.
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YAY! Josh just called me and wants me to work.
lol something is wrong when you're jumping up and down because you get to go to work.
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| Wow |
[19 Oct 2006|12:23am] |
So today was pretty effing awesome!
School was easy because A.) Homecoming week and B.) PSATs today.
Slept in all my classes except Spanish and Psychology. Because I like to stay up late now. lol I watched a really good movie about American women trapped in Iran. True Story.
Got my lip peirced...finally! My dad did it. Had it for about 4 days, and saw Alex. Alex was like "Damn...looks really good, but if the swelling hasn't gone down by now, you might want to get that checked"...so off to Paul Alex and I go. Paul says to take it out and try again in a few months. Le sigh. Turns out the barbell was too small for my lip...but Paul says I have the perfect pout for it.
My Audition for TPAC is sooooo soon. Thanks Jef!!!!
After School, went to 4D and played Harvest Moon and Melee. Went to the mall. Jef bought me this super sexy Alice in Wonderland costumem, and Moose says I have a great chance of getting the job. :-D Jef can't open his eyes in Victoria's Secret. lol
Went to costume shops, no luck for Jef. Went to 4D. Then I went to dance, cicis, and russ'.
Theresa and I are good again. Its going to take a while for Sean and I to get back on good terms, but he shouldn't be trying to keep Theresa and I away from each other like that. Damn you!
Got a hilarious call from James D. and Russ R. today. I <3 them. Hung out with Sean, Sean, Chris at cicis. went back with russ, clif, sean, chris, and tre.
Anthony made an unfair bet. If the Mets lose...I die. If they win, I live. Thats not a fair bet. lol
Party this Saturday. I'm staying at Courtney's casa. WHOO!!! And then next Saturday, throwing a costume party at my new place. <3
Much love to all!!!
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| Life goes well my friends.. |
[10 Oct 2006|10:43am] |
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I guess I havn't posted anything useful in a few...SO!
About Russ, Andrew, and Clif
Couldn't have come into my life at a better time, really. I thought it was a horrible time to make new friends...but holy shit what I wrong. Russ is my new best friend. Definately the male version of myself. True and true. "Keep Dr. Pepper in the fridge, and I'll be here every night"..."promise?" lol I <3 you.
Andrew and I had our drama. But its completely settled now. He is a man after my own heart...but definately can't have it.
Clif...o dear, what a story! lol
"At least I didn't do it FOUR TIMES!!!!"
"FIVE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!"
lmfao.
Housesitting Russ' apartment and cat starting tomorrow. I'm gonna have fun. <3
About Russ Rice, James, Alex, !Jef!
awesome
even more awesome
pretty awesome...you need to learn how to speak. lol
DO A BARREL ROLL!
...I really need to see that movie. Open Season.
About EB GAMES
FUCK YEAH!
Greatest fucking job EVER!!!!!!!!!
I <3 my job with a passion.
About Marchello, Tommy, Richie, and Dawn
...I need to bring at least 20 layers of clothes with me if we're driving around at night. Because they really do play pididdle. Really. Dawn was down to bra and panties...I was down to shorts and bra. Others...undershirts and pants. Ugh.
Stole the knives from Applebees.
Tommy is IMPORTANT! DON'T YOU FORGET IT!
Marchello (Chello for short since he calls me Elley)mouthfucked Richie...not really.
Dawn and I danced in the aisle.
Hung out with "Crystal Meth"...aka...Crystal Dionne.
About cicis pizza
Glad to be gone gone gone
But I miss certain people.
Everyone is leaving there though.
Asia + Russ = perfect couple!!!!!
About M-shell
10506
says enough.
<3
About Guys and Dolls
Getting sick of it.
The chick who plays Adelaide...can not sing.
Saw Jackass 2 three times.
I can't help it.
( List of people I am going to marry )
Much love to all of you.
I love all my friends, old and new!
...now back to Dragonforce.
Russ Rice and I take James Dennis for his driver's license! Our little boy is growing up!
Russel and I go to cicis to confess his love for Asia
Hang out with the most awesome kid on earth later?
Just might.
<3 I love life.
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| In other news... |
[29 Sep 2006|05:04pm] |
Life has its ups and downs. I think I am in the middle right now. Not too up, and not way down.
Contacts are not as fun as I thought. One eye is always blurry and one it always perfectly clear. Its gay.
Missed as week of school...in case none of you noticed. Twas good though...I am learning Spanish extremley fast this way. and ahead in all of my classes now. lol
...LJ is dead. I'm gonna sleep. lol
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| I could give a shit what you think about me...but |
[29 Sep 2006|04:51pm] |
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I did not have sex with Chris Morgan.
I did not have sex with Aurther Paula.
I did not have sex with Dave Shinta.
I did not have sex with Sean Rozyicki.
I did not have sex with Theresa Papineau.
I really dont care anymore what the top high school story about me is these days. But seriously...my friends need to know who I am. If you're going to say "Well I heard this, I know you wouldn't/didn't...just letting you know thats what I heard."
ok.
But don't get into my car and say "I heard this, and seriously, I just gotta ask...did you?" ...get out of my car because you obviously don't know me.
I have a lot of guy friends. A majority of which are 20+...get over it. That doesn't make me a slut, and it doesn't mean I'm sleeping with them. It doesn't mean they want to get into my pants. It means me, james, andrew, russ, russ r., cliff, alex, kyle, anthony c., anthony l., charles, anthony p., chris j., patrick, arthur, mike, mike l., chris m., jake, dave....these people love me, care about me, and would kick anyone's ass who tries to or does hurt me in any way. They would never do something for me and turn around asking for sex. No sir...never have, never will.
There have even been incidents when I have disappointed these people. But they stand by my side.
So get this. A guy and a girl can be friends.
O MY GOD!
Get over yourself. Its people like you, who hurt people like me, like Kaitie, like Rachel, like Lydia, like Theresa...you just don't understand...and we just don't care.
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| G.U.T.S. |
[10 Aug 2006|04:57pm] |
I founded a new club. Its called G.U.T.S.
Get
Up
Teen
Students
Been working on it for a while now, and Mr. Wilcox said he would be delighted to sponsor it. Tomorrow we sign the papers. Hooray! President of G.U.T.S., VP = Theresa Papineau.
Its a teen organization for those into politics and society. Its very interesting, and I hope you'll stop by Mr. Wilcox's room and sign up for it. Meeting will be held on Thursdays. Thanks for reading. Hope to see you there.
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| Jesus? |
[18 Jun 2006|12:21am] |
So I was thinking today...what is Jesus? No, I don't mean who. I mean what? What is jesus than an idol. And isn't the 1st commandment "Thou shalt have no gods before me" and isn't the second "Thou shalt not creat any idols". But we idolize Jesus. And we call him Father in some religions. So what is Jesus but just a face in the crowd of movie stars? I mean, he has become pretty popular in movies starting Seth Green and Mandy Moore, right? Heck, those guys are like, his BFFE!
But outside of that...Jesus is our 'idol'. Its like any comic book or fantasy film. You go to a far off place where everyone loves said idol. They worship him, they pray and bow to him. The newcomers land on island, planet, or next dimension, and they are completely like "Whoa...we should respect their gods/god/godesses/godess because we will get our head cut off and made into stew if we don't. So doesn't dammnation in the firey pits of hell represent the stew?
So you trek on through island, planet, next dimension, and you find those who don't believe in the higher power. The rebels. They find something radical to do against the mainstream belief...of course, you curious little rebel you, you see what they are up to and follow their plans.
Now you're a follower.
Backtrack. You worship the god, get in good with the people, and drink punch from a hollowed out Buddha and sing Koombaya (sp?) with the natives.
Now you're a follower.
You can't have either or. You can follow or you can create. You don't do anything by following, and do much by creating. You can sit in a big comfy chair and have corporate America and Hollywood tell you what to do, what the right words are, and when to say them. Or you can create your own means of destiny and create your own words and say them whenever you feel like it. Shizwa!
O no! The radicals are commiting a crime against all natural belief systems and raiding the land, cutting, burning, spitting at the higher power in disgust. You can't believe your eyes! What purgery!
Wait!
You're one of them. You hold the flag of [insert higher power here] in the ash wind which swirls you with adrenaline. People are coming at you. A war.
Does Jesus want War? Does God want war. I guess if you think we need blood spilled to have freedom, you would also agree that it is God's plan, and you will also say that it is for the good of the country. Our country. Lets all sing along. "God Bless America, land of the free!! Stand beside us, and guide us"...what the hell, you disgust me. Shut up right now. Fuck Cambodia, Fuck Ethiopia, Fuck China, Fuck Isreal, Fuck all of them right? What good do they do but to provide us with trade and slaves, right? But had they not provided us with such, we wouldn't know victory, we wouldn't know peace, we wouldn't know tolerance. If there wasn't always something to want, we would have nothing. Do you think there was a reason why Leif Erikson didn't settle here in America? Maybe Vikings aren't as greedy and selfish as we like to think they are. Maybe someone can be content with what they have. Had Spanish settlers not coveted our land, had we not been lazy, had we not fought the mexicans, had we not vaporized millions, had we not lied to billions, had we (don't u wish we could stop using the word we?)...o wait...coveting is a commandment, sloth is a sin, murder is a commandment, and, right, lying is one too. SO...
what? OOOO, right...manifest destiny? It was part of God's plan? O, so you're saying because we had slaves, we had Emancipation, we had segregation, we had Martin Luther King, we had acceptance of race. God's plan was to flood the whole fucking thing he MADE, and start over with one good-hearted person. Still a sinner, but good hearted. We fucked that up...what can he do now?
Yeah...God makes mistakes you fuck, otherwise there wouldn't be reason to start over.
Where was I? O right...What is Jesus? Jesus is Starbucks. Jesus is crime. Jesus is the police. Jesus is the court systam. Jesus is whatever you want him to be, because in reality, we make him who he is. Would you stand in front of Jesus and kill someone saying it was his will? No. But you don't see him and out of sight out of mind, you kill a man.
Jesus is a story. O he was real...its not like I'm saying "Jesus never was!"...I'm saying he's like Davey Crocket. A real man who did real things in...debt of many deaths. His memory lives on as someone who did great things. But he killed many people so we could HAVE!...Texas? Right, well...the Alamo is no Easter. But hey...lets all worship Davey Crocket? I'm totally fucking up the spelling of his name. Eh.
In conclusion...what is Jesus?
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| I hate Citrus High School |
[15 Jun 2006|04:26pm] |
Chewin oN Foil (4:24:34 PM): psht, u shouldntbe punished for stuff u cant control
cutloosecrayon (4:25:45 PM): I talked to last years president and she was like "O...well...we just do things on our own. We like doing things with just our school."
...suck on it Citrus. Don't be in Key Club INTERNATIONAL if its just you.
paperwork is due today...if its not in by today, I lose 25 point of my score for that section of my notebook at the end of the year, and I get bitched at.
I HATE being in a position where I have to rely on other people...especially unreliable people. But I chose it, and I plan on making a difference. Its my job....
SO WHY IS EVERY SCHOOL SO AWESOME AND CITRUS SUCKS?!?!
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| My Schedule |
[14 Jun 2006|10:35pm] |
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1 AP Enlgish LIT with LONG
2 Pschology 1/AP PSY with WILCOX
3 Alegbra 2 with KUFNER
4 ANAT & PHYSIO HON with WAGNER
5 English Comp with MAY!!!!
6 LUNCH
7 INTRO TO MUSIC??? with DASHER!
...INTRO is GONE! as soon as I get a hold of Dr. Brue and I can get my AP eco and AP Am. Gov. in. WTF...I don't even HAVE a history up there. Gay.
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| good quote |
[08 Jun 2006|01:11am] |
A man once said to the universe; "Sir! I exist!". "However" replied the universe, :The fact has not created in me a sense of obligation".
-Stephen Crane
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| PSH! |
[05 Jun 2006|12:22am] |
I AM MUTHAFUCKIN
SHELLEY!
...can't touch this
da nun na na
da na
da na!
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[05 Jun 2006|12:15am] |
never did get my iced latte...
le sigh
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[29 May 2006|11:06pm] |
just for pleasure:
This town fucking sucks and everyone needs to grow the fuck up!
Always crying about how everyone else needs to grow up, but no one takes their own advice. I'm done NOT listening to peoples advice...maybe they have something to actually say!
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| LOLZ Dan! You need to learn when to stop conversations. |
[29 May 2006|11:01pm] |
Theresa, Sean, and I were at Dan's house. Dan's mom found a snake! I was going to keep it...but Dan put it outside. :-( I <3 Dan's mom. lol
Anywho, we were watching weather man. We were talking about how Rasario Dawson is prettier/not prettier than Angelina Jolie. Theresa brought up Natalie Portman, and Dan said "atta girl!" and so I pushed him off the bed. haha. He's on the floor...probably in some sort of pain and says "She was something in Garden State" ...
Dan, you need to know when to stop a conversation. It was the highlight of the night, and soooo hilarious. Put me in a really hyper mood. haha.
Tomorrow= shower, theresa, dan, beach.
true.
Tonight= key club. Reading.
I have the ultimate power. I could sooo beat Tom in a duel.
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[29 May 2006|12:23am] |
A little girl cries in her room at night
And pretends everyday everythings alright
And she carries a big stick in hand
But shes so small and bland
Little girl grow up and face your fears
Only light can chase away your tears
Teach her, life, how to live
And tell her what you have to give
She wishes for the answer to appear before
And holds a key, but to which door?
And all seems impossible to her now
I wish she could see what she's found
Her sorrow and morning is only blinding
Even I am forgetting what she is finding
Don't lose sight little girl
I know you can have the world
I am calling out your name
You're searching for one to blame
O you fickle little child
You make everyone go wild
You hold tight upon your strings
And you make them think these things
No truth is what to which they lead
The thoughts of which are more than seeds
You look to heaven for a new key
The girl up there searches for me
I am the one she knew
And little girl is crazy for a few
Leave me be til I know
How to grasp the girl in close
She is I and vica vee
The little girl is only me.
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| blah |
[26 May 2006|10:56am] |
blah blah blah my horrible life
blah blah blah my horrible self
blah blah blah my new friends
blah blah blah my new life
blah blah blah my new me.
I'm happy. stfu.
i don't veiw passion anymore, just annoyances.
I hate to be the fall, especially yours...but I can't sugar coat everything anymore.
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| take your own advice |
[18 May 2006|09:01pm] |
Right now I am thriving on this feeling of not feeling alive.
My life has changed so much since that day in Lakeland.
I like this dream. I like feeling like I can get things done. But at the same time, I can't do anything. I can't bring back the past, I can't change the present. So I focus on the future...
Next year will be psychotic. lol
oOoOoOo, you'd be so proud.
I miss you.
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| SNS 88-06 |
[17 May 2006|10:40pm] |
What is supposed to happen when you lose someone you fell in love with?
How are you supposed to feel knowing they would want you to smile, but never wanting to again.
When does the pain stop so a new love can form?
Will a new love form?
Who could I ever love as much as her?
Was she all I ever wanted? Of course.
Where will I see her again?
I'm sick of seeing her face in everyone I talk to. I'm sick of hearing her at night, laughing, crying, and yelling at me. I'm sick of the pain of knowing I'll never experience that again.
I would give anything to have even you angry at me, to have you yelling at me. Just to know you are tangible again. I guess the novelty of the dream is fading away. The fear of believing this is true in sinking in. How would I have know you would have to leave me. I write to you almost every night. Youre my best pen pal.
Ghram cracker goldfish and yelping dogs. Rocky Horror and Toby's place. I don't think I could ever see that movie or go to AP ever again. Not without my Columbia to the right.
Youre everything I could ever want in anyone. Broken beauty and a beautiful mistake.
And I still need you so. You were the one I was born to love. Born to save you? Where was I that night, where was my ear on your cell? I'd let God take all the giraffes from the world, to have you back. :-\
Singing doesn't make me happy anymore, to know you were the one I sang with. Crying isnt satisfing anymore, to know your not there to talk back. Laughing is useless, because I only wish you were there to laugh too.
What do you do when someone you fall in love with is gone. And not just on vacation...but forever. Forever is a long time. Ever is such a lonely word.
I miss you everyday. Who knows when I can be truely happy without you on this world. I know you're safe now. I hope. Say hello to Jeff and Adam.
Life makes me so apprehensive about enjoying it.
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| How dare you, America? |
[14 May 2006|02:27pm] |
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How dare you know the world is full of tempted souls who have no self control? Yet you make the 'healthy menu' in a fast food resturant knowing no one will go in there for that reason. How dare you know the problems our children have with learning, yet give the schools nothing and give the teachers shit. How dare you know our elders are dying with nothing to leave their poor children. How dare you yell at our apathy yet you give no sympathy to any of us? How dare you call us the land of the free, preach that we are equal, preach how others could be as well off as us...yet leave a genocidal war to continue in the depths of Africa where children are raped and scrounge for any type of food or clothing in a trash dump. How dare you, America, make our deepest dependency a mockery. Our oil prices are skyrocketing yet you make the Hollywood role model worth a billion dollars, and tell us we can make it too...if we do everything right and spend all we have.
We do not need music videos.
Music is to listen to, not to watch of telvision. Why are you giving a musician 50 million budget to make a video that will air for 3 weeks and never be thought of again...when 50 million could save MILLIONS more lives. $3.86 to save man's life once...because he had his fingers cut off and that would restrict his working, the only thing he can do, to support himself and his family...barely.
Fuck you America. Fuck being a Politician. I don't think I even want to be in the country...this selfish country, this hypocritical country. I give a damn, I care, I AM GOING to make the difference that changes the history books! Fuck: "God save us" you lazy bastards! Get off your knees and stop praying to the guy who obviously wants something done about promiscuous, damned, selfish, lustful, greedy America.
You want something done, you have to do it yourself. The End. Always has been.
-get the fuck up-
Shelley
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[10 May 2006|01:52am] |
Well I guess its over...
Hard.
I don't know what to say about it other that it hurts. I guess I don't really stand anywhere.
I'm torn on how I SHOULD feel about this, and how I DO.
I was warned.
So was he.
The End.
Maybe we can both be a little happier. I know he will.
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| april pride reports |
[10 May 2006|01:39am] |
today:
pride reports due
work 4:30-9:30
supossed to go somewhere at 3:30
homework of course
student council meeting
work to catch up on
email patrick....uhm...everything. damn.
blah
tomorrow:
work 6:45-11
awards assembly...just remembered...damn...gotta call off work. gotta find that envelope with the tickets.
shit
Friday:
blah
saturday: busiest day every.
go to the springstead gaming party
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[08 May 2006|11:45pm] |
I hate everything sometimes...
I just ruined my own night.
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| Hey Anthony! Fuck you! |
[08 May 2006|03:18pm] |
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There is a big huge fat gross, kinda sloppy yet compltely clean reason why I sometimes can't even bring myself to sit with you at lunch...
you're a moron.
Its people like you who are the basis of all hate in this god-forsaken/damned world. People whoes opinions are easily swayed...for the worse. People who can't control themselves in order to keep out of trouble.
You think you're sooooo cool and soooo punk. Punks get along with each other and they don't randomly do stupid shit to someone WHO NEVER DID ANYTHING TO THEM!
Enjoy the spit in your face while we merly clean off Marc's car. Think you're so awesome for pouring soda on a car, OMG! No, you lose dignity over that shit and are thought down on...
you're so fucking stupid. never talk to me.
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[06 May 2006|12:47am] |
I am so pissed off.
God has tested me so hard this week...so hard that I actually might believe in him.
Just everything. Sam, Jan-Marc, Marc, Dave, car accident, no money, interveiw falling through, saturday schools, work work work, Pennington, No Broadway...can't even see it.
Believe...
somethings I'll just never get over...
Depression comes to find me, and I turn around before it can pounce. Its just one of those things I know is looking over my shoulder to see what weakness I have. Its always the same.
I am going to start doing Yoga again every morning. And Meditation will make me strong-willed and happier. I am going to eat better, and be cleaner so I don't have my stressful world even more cluttered with past coffees and and paperwork unneeded.
Don't sweat the small things...
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| Key Club Florida Districts |
[23 Apr 2006|10:11pm] |
Let me get this out of the way:
New Gov: Jen Griffith (my predessesor) :-D YAY!
New District Treasurer: Jonathan Furman
New District Secretary: Robert something. lol
I met Jan Marc Alberding and Amanda Cloixta this weekend. Jan Marc is from Germany...boy is he a character. And Amanda is from Brazil and probably the sweetest girl in the world. Both of them taught me so much, and I am going to Brazil now in the winter with my family and more than likely doing a 60 student congressional exchange in Germany before going to college. :-D I made new best friends.
Speaking of Best Friends. Victoria Kennedy. Wow. If I didn't know any better I would have sworn we were born to be friends. We complete each other where it counts...and sometimes in random places where it doesn't, but is cool.
To Lauren Furman, congratulations to a wonderful and "amazing" year. Your inspiration will never be forgotten. Your friendship and mentorship will leave a mark on us, forever. And Jen Griffith, your steps will be hard to land in, but I will do my best to grow and fill those shoes.
It was an amazing experience, and I can't even explain everything that inspired me this weekend. It was boring, tiring, lame, weird, uncomfortable. But after that last board meeting, I realized...this is it. This is my love, my passion. With excellence and ethusiasm. :-D
more later. phone now.
Shelley
Lt.Gov.
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| HOTEL WITH BIG POOL! |
[19 Apr 2006|11:19am] |
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Ethan and Stephen both ran up to me before 3rd to tell me how they voted for me and tried to get everyone else to. :-D Thanks guys.
Christine C. and Heather C. both said they did too! Thanks!
So I have all my paperswork finished! Yay!
Time to go bye bye.
I'm going to the Rosen Centre Hotel in Orlando with VIVKI KENNEDY all weekend!!!!
I'll miss you marc. :-(
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[16 Apr 2006|09:32pm] |
I love playing with makeup! lol
So today Marc went and saw two shows. I was supposed to work but Easter made it uber dead.
I went to Delirium with Marc a few nights ago, and besides the gay couple in front of us, the show was AMAZING!
So...My calendar:
April 19th - Reading Carnival
April 20th-23rd - Florida District Convention
April 29th - Saturday School (lame)
May 5th - Key Club Spaghetti Dinner
May 7th - Broadway Spectacular
May 12th - Princesses on Ice?
May 13th - Gaming Party
May 20th - Saturday School (lame)
May 24th - Last day of school
June 3rd - SATs
June 10th - ACTs
June 28th-July 8th - Washington D.C.
July 9th - I'm 17!
Junly 19th-August 7th - Back to Washington D.C.
Thats all for now.
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[16 Apr 2006|12:11am] |
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Kaitie Doidge and Marc Golas make everything all better.
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[11 Apr 2006|10:02pm] |
There is a good chance Marc and I are going to Las Vegas this summer at a Young Democrats of America National Conference.
We'll stay from June 9th-June 11th at the New Frontier Hotel on the strip!
Course, we would leave on the 7th or 8th.
I'm excited.
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[11 Apr 2006|03:32pm] |
Livejournal and Myspace both piss me off. I'm not sure which pisses me off more yet. I think myspace.
So porque the dedication and addiction?
I dunno.
Gay.
I was thinking today...maybe if I don't win class prez...i won't be too down. At the same time, it would be an awesome opportunity to do something for the class.
O well.
I already have so much going for me.
When I go to college...i guess Marc and Jimmy are both coming along. Maybe even their drummer. If they think for 2 seconds I am cleaning up after 3 guys plus school plus interships plus job...u are WRONG boys! lol
Georgetown is looking really good for me.
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[17 Mar 2006|12:08pm] |
I am the proud owner of a new addition to our already huge family.
my PUPPY!
Its a German Shepard Puppy. SOOOO cute. Her ears havn't even poked up yet.
11 weeks old.
Birthday- December 30th
Weight now- 23 lbs.
Paws-huge
Name- Venus De Milo Parenti (I wanted to name her Duchess Leibe Amora)
But she liked Venus (not Aphrodite at ALL), so I named her after a favorite renissance painter.
She is sooooo good! She just sat or layed in my lap the hole time driving to PetSmart and then home. Playful as hell, loves people. Took ME for a walk. Doesn't like bacon strips however, but knows the word "Sit" pretty well.
She loves Marc and hasn't even seen him yet. :-)
Pics when I get them! :-D
<3
Shelley
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[14 Mar 2006|08:17pm] |
remember that thing u search for to hurt you...
found it.
Anyways...I think Princeton is the place for me. Sorry Kristie. But it has an AWESOME ungrade political cirriculum
i bought marc this desert thing from olive garden today. its called chocolate lasanga. its layers of chocolate cake, with buttercream, and chopped bits of chocolate on top. it looks good even to me. i kinda want it, but there is a chance he might want it. heh.
well i'm officially going to have the greatest sleep tonight.
and the greatest tan tomorrow
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[08 Mar 2006|10:03pm] |
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Comment. Leave Anything. DO IT!
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[02 Mar 2006|11:48pm] |
Its hard to watch our friends grow up and apart.
I just found my friend on myspace from 6th-9th grade.
weird to think "i know him."
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[02 Mar 2006|03:33pm] |
Life gets soooo annoying. So much to do, to practice, to work, to keep up with personal hygeiene. ;-)
But...
its all worth it at the end of the day...ya know?
Friends. Boyfriend. Money. Scholarships. Homework.
<3
Love.
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[01 Mar 2006|03:42pm] |
LJs are so gay.
You get about done with something you just really want to say before you realize
I just wasted so much typing energy...on something that won't matter in a year.
-shelley-
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| What the hell do I want... |
[19 Feb 2006|12:10am] |
Sometimes I feel like I look for things to piss me off.
But sometimes I feel like there is so much going on that I don't know that I lok around the world to see what I'm missing and I just find out that I like it better not knowing.
And sometimes I think "God, this world is a balance of being pissed off and being happy. Having nice things, and having them break. Having a nice manager, who tried to fire you behind your back. Its a give and take world. Without the take, you would get tired of getting...right?"
I havn't figured it out yet. I'm too much of a thinker...I analyze everything. Mrs. May said I'm probably going to end up killing myself...because thats how all the creative people do it. They sit there and think and analyze everything til there is nothing more to life except what truely exists...and thats shit...so they kill themselves.
I don't like thinking about that.
Things are weird for me right now I guess. At the same time, things couldn't be better. Maybe thats why they are weird. Marc and I are really happy, and completely in love with each other. My grandma isn't too horrible...and I have a nice balance of my mom...though I could use a bit more. I've got a car, a gym...I'm confident...mostly because of Marc...but confident none the less. I have the bestest friend Kristie, two jobs, money...a nice life.
So things are swell...
Fair today.
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| For Valentines Day I Got... |
[15 Feb 2006|10:33pm] |
~A rose from Kristie.
~A little box of chocolates from my mom that I only got to eat one from My Mommy.
~A really big box of chocolates from my grandpa because he ate all my other chocolates.
~A yellow carnation, with a pink balloon tied to it that said "Let's Dance", and a bag of cookies tied with it. (it also had hersey kisses, and tart hearts.) from Vicky.
~A hug from Mrs. Pennington. She said it counts.
okay.
From Marc
~A chocolate giraffe.
~a box of swedish fish!
~A woodstock stuffed animal holding kissy balloons and a heart-shaped box (haha, nirvana) of what was chocolates. But Marc took out all the chocolates and replaced them with pineapple candies.
~okay! :-D He got me a silver jewlery box with real diamonds in it. :-D. When it closes, two hearts overlap each other. In the top heart is engraved
"Marc & Shelley. I love you" :-D. Inside the jewlery box was a peice of duct tape with "Happy Valentines day...To Shelley 2006" and on the other side of the tape was a really adorable comic of a dog telling a hydrant how much he loves it. The comic made me cry. Then, also inside was a ticket to the NOFX show (which hopefully I can still go. my grandma is being a bitch, cause nothing I do is right.), and pineapple salt water taffy! :-D
I was so happy. I feel bad...cause...I mean. I dunno.
I MADE HIM a fairy tale story of how we got together...from scratch. It turned out horrible, but I only had one day to do it! And I made him a chocolate and white chocolate (sugar free) pie. And I took him to Johnny Carinos. :-D Italian Soda is gooooood.
Time for buttercream.
I love Marc with all my heart! <3
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[13 Feb 2006|12:05am] |
Now I know why they only play rap at Prom, Homecoming, the Claw, and stuff like that...
if they didn't, there WOULD be a riot.
<3
Sorry Kristie. But you're services were well comended.
Can't wait for Convention. ...maybe I can.
-Shelley
Marc rox
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[07 Feb 2006|11:34pm] |
Marc and I = most creative couple in the universe.
I'm so excited for the 14th. :-D
I'm in my hello kitty pajamas and I still have my belt on. lol
Kristie, you are my campaign manager. You need to come stay the night so we can work on posters and all that jazz. <3
Gotta go to bedddddddd cause I get to see the wretched...Mr. P-ass.
night.
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[04 Feb 2006|09:54pm] |
I wish I could speak italian...because then it would be so much easier to sing in it. lol Or latin.
Yeeah.
So today was the grand opening of Cold Stone's Creamery! <3 Love that place.
8am-4pm. shift.
Then me, Marc, Mrs. Golas, Mr. Golas, Jeff Golas...Mrs. Golas number 2? (Jeff's wife) went to Ci-ci...and ate. duh. lol
Then Marc and I hung out til he took me to the theater at 6:30.
Play went really well tonight.
Tomorrow, last show. 1-4ish at theater. 4-6 with Marc? 6-9 at work. 9-10 homework. 10-6 sleep. 6:55-7:32 choir, 7:45-2:22 school, 2:22-5:30 nothing. 5:30-7:30 Teen Court. 7:30-9 Marc? 9-11 homework. 11-11 sleep. lol
Tuesday is the Florida Write for Sophmores...so I don't have to be at the
school til...11:45 since 4th period is my lunch. Sweet.
I have 95 community service hours already, and I'm not even done yet. I'm gonna have about 200. Thats my bet. 200 by the end of my senior year.
Talked to my guidance counsulor. Looks like, even finacially, it would be better to go to Georgetown because its so hard to transfer school instead of enrolling as a freshman. Ugh...but out of state colleges don't accept duel enrollment credits...only AP. So now I have to make a tough decision of taking AP or DE next year. If I don't go to Georgetown, and end up at FSU...I'm not going to have those credits if I take AP.
...le sigh.
Marc and I and his parents and his brother and wife are going to Bush Gardens this Saturday! YAY!
-shelley
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